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My desire is your pleasure!

Retired, active, sharp, finally feeling free to let some of my suppressed drives show.

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Appearance

EthnicityCaucasian / White
National heritageAmerican
BuildSlender
Height175 cm
Eye ColorGrey
Hair ColorSilver
Hair LengthShoulder length
Facial HairBeard
Best featureSmile
Body ArtNone
Endowment (length)Short
Endowment (width)Average
CircumcisedYes
Bra size40 / 90
Cup sizeC
My AttractivenessVery attractive

Situation

Relationship StatusMarried
Has childrenChildren don't live with me
Wants kidsNo
Housing SituationThere is no noise
Living ArrangementsWith roomate(s)
Wants to RelocateNo
Has a carYes

Education & Employment

EducationUniversity Doctorate
Employment StatusRetired

Looking For

I prefer:Intelligence, Humor, Empathy, Sensitivity, Boldness, Spontaneity, Power, Flirtatiousness, Thoughtfulness
My perfect matchA wonderful kind and mature man (50+), who is a dominant top, and who will allow me to be his submissive possession that will give him pleasure. I want him to find creative ways of using my body to satisfy his lust. More than anything, I want him to be a man who will stir up all of my desires to have him inside of me as he seeks his gratification.
Our first dateDinner, a movie or some kind of entertainment. After that, it'll depend on how suitable we find each other. If it's good, I would like some private time of kissing and exploring each other physically, heading toward doing so without clothes on. Finally, even on a first date, if everything feels right, I would like to welcome his cock into my mouth in hopes of many future encounters.

Fetishes

FetishesCrossdressing, Lace / Lingerie, Panty, Pantyhose / Stockings, Shoes / Boots, Other

Sexual Activities

I enjoy sex:A few times a month
Sex isAwesome but not a priority
Most partners at once:Only one on one
Dirty talkTurns me on
Night life:Intimate gatherings in my home, Movies

Sexual Interests

CybersexNo, but I want to try it
Oral Sex isI want to try it
Anal sex isI want to try it
Sex toys:Butt plugs/probes, Dildos/Vibrators
Size matterNo, Not at all
"Off Limits":Anything rough or potentially harmful. Other than that, I'm longing to learn from a skilled teacher.

Sexual Fantasies

Sexual fantasyHere goes one fantasy: I am a cheap disgusting sissy whore, subsisting on the lowest levels of societal slime. Once upon a time, I was considered a gay man; now I'm not even that, just a trashy pervert to be used and discarded at will.
I'm half standing, half leaning next to some rubbish cans in a darkened alley way. I started work early tonight, while it was still light out, and I will keep going all night if possible. I need money, and this is the only way I know to get any. The clothes I'm wearing would at one time have been considered garish and seductive; now they come across merely as seedy, torn, and even filthy in places. My make-up is smeared. The lip stick still shows around the outside of my mouth, but has worn off on the actual lips from earlier use. There are a few spots of dried-up cum on my face, including a pretty sizable one on one eye lid. I've sprinkled some watered-down perfume on the torn up fabric that I call my dress, but it can't overcome the stale smell left by the men I've already seen tonight, not to mention the poor hygiene that my life-style has forced me into. At one time I equated being a TV gurl with having lots of fun; my life's experiences have taught me that the fun is for real, but that it demands a price. Still, I will live as who and what I am; there had been too much pain in denial before I embraced my destiny. I can't believe that I would have been better off pretending to be straight. It's a daily battle between passion and self-repugnance.
A stranger enters the alley way and sees me. He approaches me with a hungry look in his eyes, though he can't hide the fact that he is also disgusted by what he sees and smells. His desire wins out. I offer him my services at standard rates for an ugly woman with a shriveled-up penis: 5 dollars oral; 10 dollars anal; 15 dollars oral and anal combined, and he may not touch my mini-cock with his hands or lips. He calls me a repulsive subhuman slut, and I can't help think that he could be correct. Still, he takes me up on the deal and makes use of my holes for about half an hour. I try my best to make him enjoy the experience, first with my mouth and lips, then by grinding my ass as he thrusts his dick back and forth inside of me. He's good, and for a short moment I enjoy my job. I grunt and whine to his expectations, as I have for a thousand cocks before him. Finally he explodes inside of me. Wasting no time he pulls out, tells me that I'm a nauseating piece of fuck-shit, and leaves without paying.
I remain in my location. After an hour or so three drunk men stop by and report that the earlier "customer" had recommended me. I can't even describe what all they did, but I let them have their way. I'm fulfilling my destiny and can't fight it.
A short while later a couple of cops come by. I serve them as well. Then they call me a stinking faggot bitch and arrest me for solicitation. On my way to jail I look forward to the time that I will be locked up, side by side with men who will use me and abuse me in various ways every day. I hope that I will get a lengthy sentence. ---
(That's one of my fantasies. Oh how badly I wish it was real!!!)
Fantasy locationAt a park, Dark alley, Kitchen, Hotel/motel, Hot tub, Public bathroom
Fantasy sex partner:A top who will treat me as the repulsive slut that I am.